Sunday, August 29, 2010

Singapore's Longing for Truth and Joy

(Jessica and I in the city)
Singapore
6 days.
This is a country that is small in size but growing, buildings are constantly being built and malls are always constructing. The country is aimed for success, productivity and growth. I definitely fell in love with it. the culture. the food. the city. And when you fall in love with a place you feel the need to help it, to give it what it needs and what it longs for...freedom and Truth.
Religion and materialism are one of the main bondage of Singapore.

Materialism
There are shopping centers everywhere i look. 10-story malls is where you find most of the youth. They are buying their way in the trend to keep up with today's fashion. The great deception is that their value is found on the brand of their clothing and things. Jessica was telling me how her high school would base their group of friends and how they would treat you on the brand of your purse and where you went shopping on the weekends.
Jess and I walked through a busy strip of shops- Gucci, Aramani, Bvgalri etc. And I was observing people's faces, looking for the look of contentment, the sign of happiness...nothing. I like to believe genuine joy flows out you know?
I was thinking about the best way to communicate the JOY and the satisfaction He gives. I started imagining how ministry would look like- talking to them and hanging out and being a light.

Religion
Buddhism. Taoism. Islam. Hinduism. It was my first time being really emerged to these religion. It was my biggest culture shock. One of the things i will never forget is the heavy feeling that dropped on me once i saw the different sculptures of Hindu gods and when i walked into a Buddhist service of the Hungry Ghost Festival. I felt oppression, bondage and darkness. There was no TRUTH. It was lost in the many gods, rituals and pursuit of luck through good works.

They are so into their rituals as if there was some greater meaning and purpose but where is the harvest in the seeds they've sown?
LOVE grows and transforms. Truth brings FREEDOM.
I thank the Lord for the Word that we can hold on to and depend on when He said, "I am the Way the Truth and the Life..."

I hope that somewhat i was a conveyor of that Joy and Truth. It lead me to intercession for sure. And if anything it stirred up a passion in me- I plan to take an outreach team to Singapore and India next year through Mr. Rama's (Jessica's Father) missions group. If anyone is interested, pray about it.



(Hungry Ghost Festival- they would offer food
and burn incense, paper money, books etc to
honor their deceased ancestors.)


So now I'm in Bagiou City, Philippines helping Sarah and David teach in YWAM's Discipleship Training School (DTS). I've been helping David research for his topic and providing of what little insight I can give. But mostly I'll be building relationships with the students- encouraging them, valuing them and just hanging out with them. Then next week I'll be in YWAM Antipolo helping out with their Campus Ministry program and the last week I'll be in YWAM Balut with the Daycare ministry and Student Sponsorship Program.
Thank for all your prayers. God has definitely been so evident even in the smallest detail!
please continue to pray for constant refilling of God's love in me to pour out!

Love to all,
rachel.

For more pictures:
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=250526&id=506195265&l=a16717a023


Monday, August 9, 2010

even the highest heavens cannot contain Him, how much less my mind

i'm choosing to dwell here in my shallow thoughts because my depths are unappealing right now.
going deeper is getting uncomfortable.
i'm at a place of questioning all the beliefs i worked so hard to built.
i'm realizing i have to loosen my grip on my beliefs, viewpoints and ideas that i've been holding on too tightly.
i have to unlearn and relearn.
because once again i've been stuffing God in a box...
and He's dying to get out...he's longing to show me his limitless power and wisdom reigning in all.
so i'm walking towards a place of openess.
i'm emptying all of my so-called "knowledge...wisdom..beliefs."

i'm yearning for truth.